Trying to make sense out of the things I say is silly.
No, I wouldn’t stop myself. I don’t want to keep living, not like back then, not like now. But when I say it’s not worth it, I mean it. I mean it to those who aren’t like me, to those who are still alive and in a dark place.
I want them to be stronger than I was.
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…I never really do “leave”.
I find it interesting too, being able to know about the demons in others. Humans can never see another’s demons first-hand, sometimes they do, once they get to know them. I can sense them there. I often find it ironic…
that the happiest people with the loudest laughs, the brightest smiles, they always have the darkest demons.
And for others…Arthur’s old “friends”, their demons only grow.
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He has tried many things, from the minimal to the extreme. Often he would write and write for hours on end, trying so hard to hide away from his own mind. He would listen to music…and then there were…other things
What else would you do to get rid of your demons?
Blah, blah, blaaah. Do you really think that will get rid of me?
Even Arthur himself can’t get rid of me, and he has tried…
No no, not at all. Arthur is far out of anyone’s reach right now. He’s trapped within himself, and now I’m here~